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assalamualaikum...

mcm lama tak mnulis kat blog ne...i'm in my week 34 atm ,alhamdulillah.~~~

but nak share satu cerita yg buat fikiran saya jdi sdikit kacau..( ya Allah..mohon dtenangkn hati hambaMu ini..) saya baru dapat maid baru (utk jaga baby bakal lahir ) kelmarin genap 10 haroi tinggal kat rumah.. n dlm 2-3 hari tnggal kat rumah..ksihatan dia merudum..dia rupanya ada asthma (lelah) just cant believe how the medical dpartment kat ngri seberang bleh approved dia pnya report..n alasan maid dia nak cari rezeki ( ok..saya tak marah cuma kesal takut perkara tak diingini berlaku..nauzubillah) n my maid siap ada ubat inhaler sgala, tak dpt makan bermnyak bertumis kecuali yg berebus...

until last monday..keadaannya a bit worst..dia batuk berdarah..i rushed her to emergency room..kena xray..bloodtest..siruk oxygen (watever u called it..) bygkn kmi sfamily blik rumah dlm 5.30pm..den dia mngadu sakit..n bergegas khospital..wev stayed smpai pkul 12..
and lg skali a bit kesal dia tak called kami ( hndphone kitorang sdiakn incase ada apa2..) dgn alasannya..takut merepotkan..alahaiiii..she was prescribed wif antibiotic/panadol n another inhaler..nothing serious..

den tuesday getting better ( she said..) but on wednesday ( march 7th) she having her ampus n insisted mau balik kenegerinya..she said she couldnt stand the pain anymore..feels want to die..( atue yg dbgtau kat my doter ) so ..we already late..saya ada kelas 7.30am..so , suruh dia packed brg dia..n husband hntar dia balik kat agent maid tue..i think masalah dah selesai la kan..pasal i dh inform dat agency..n she said if she still sakit..they'll be preparing to prepare new maid new biodata for us..kira okeyla kan..

but..

lastnyt on wednesday too...( husband tgh aqsyik liat semi final HBT 2012 @ tv ) saya pun asyik dbuai mimpi dgn anak..suddenly this Ibu S____ the agency called and informed dat my maid had passed away..ya Rabbi..mana saya tak terkezuts..astghfirullah...sungguh saya tak dapat tidur selepas menerima panggilan itu..i was in total shock..semuanya trlalu cepat..

benarlah sessungguhnya ajal itu apabila ia datang takkan terlambat walau sesaat pun..nasib baik kami dh hntar my maid pgi..bygkn kalo we asked her to rest kat rumah sja..mungkin ajalnya kat rumah kitorang..lg la saya terkejuts...mungkin ada hikmahnya jua...

n now dri pgi husband kat spital tnggu hasil bedah siasat..n dat Ibu S___ the agency asking about the insurance..hmmm,how on earth kmikn mbuat sdgkn passport / kad pngenalan/visa/mdical check is not with us..smuanya dia yg uruskan..n it seems dia nak lepas tgn n nak kita uruskn pnghntran sndiri..so, my maid died because of paru2 berkuman..innalillah wa inna ilaih rojiun..smuga dringankan sgala sakitnya..

mohon doakan..smoga sgala urusan dprmudahkn...