assalamualaikum...
dis week mark 39weeks of my pregnancy journey...ya Allah Engkau permudahknlah segala urusan dalam melahirkan..
dalam kegembiraan dan keterujaan untuk menyambut baby baru yg bakal lahir..terselit jua rasa risau dan gelisah...hmm...can i deliver naturally?or cant i ? sal tym kaka yayah i was having emergncy caesar..wif a diagnosed case "CPD" - tulang pelvik kecik..so , the nurse yg sya jmpa stiap bulan keep on saying..kalo udh ur case catu..smpai bila2 u tetap caesar..how it makes u feel?down rite?but syukur alhmdulillah dalam sedih mngnang bahagian nasib yg udh dtentukan bgitu..husband keep on bgi undivided support n tazkirah yg mengingatkn aku btapa dluar sna msih rmai lg yg msih brharap utk mprolehi rzki bgini....thnkz zauj ! luv u ...
so , sya pn fully prepared dgn sgala kmungkinan yg trjdi..until i was referred to my gynae specialist for weekly appoinment due to my previous case ( caesar ) ...skali apa? dey asked me whether i want to have a trial for natural birth??i was like mcm...errksss,bolehkh? u wrote in my report wif my case mcmatu,den u give me chance to branak normal..i was like confused! so, i asked back..how about my case CPD itu?? dey said,my lastym prvious caesar bkn dsebabkn small pelvic but it's bcos my baby position yg tak betul tym dliver..dey dun xplained me well plg jua..hmmm..it's still vivid in my mind how dey told me masa i was about to have emrgncy caesar tym branakkn kaka yayah.. ur shoes size 4..n u have small pelvic ..( didgr sndiri by my zauj =/ ) now mcm lainth lg alasan drg..watever plg..doaku cuma satu..mdhn sja allah prmudahkn urusanku kali ane..
tym kaka yayah..i delivered week 39weeks 22/12/07 ..my EDD was supposed on 28/12/07 ... n tym 2nd one ane my EDD on 21/4/2012 ..so ariane 14/4/2012..i'm still waiting for the tanda...perut malar udh mengeras2..baby pn x brapa aktif sgt..sempit sgt dh kali my perut ane..discharge pn makin byk but stil no bloody show...so tgh menanti dlm kgelisahan th ne..doakan saya murah beranak yerrr...amin ya rabb...
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